well,
i almost went a month.
and now i miss you so much. every song reminds me of you. i catch myself doing things that i picked up from you. my hands ache because i want to touch you so bad. i miss the sound of your voice. pictures of you make my heart sink. i miss being there in your arms, feeling so safe and protected and SO loved beyond measure. the security, the happiness, how comfortable we were together. everything. you were absolutely perfect. and i fucked up again. and this time you were smart enough to realize that you deserve so much better than me. so i’m here crying constantly because you’re gone, and there’s nothing i can do about it. i thought i’d be okay but obviously i’m not. it’s impossible to stop loving you.
